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<figure class="wp-block-image size-large"><img fetchpriority="high" decoding="async" width="1024" height="683" src="https://hilltopmonitor.jewell.edu/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/E2F32C47-D461-4651-9824-A97B11C82784-1024x683.jpeg" alt="" class="wp-image-18511" srcset="https://hilltopmonitor.jewell.edu/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/E2F32C47-D461-4651-9824-A97B11C82784-1024x683.jpeg 1024w, https://hilltopmonitor.jewell.edu/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/E2F32C47-D461-4651-9824-A97B11C82784-750x500.jpeg 750w, https://hilltopmonitor.jewell.edu/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/E2F32C47-D461-4651-9824-A97B11C82784-768x512.jpeg 768w, https://hilltopmonitor.jewell.edu/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/E2F32C47-D461-4651-9824-A97B11C82784-1536x1024.jpeg 1536w, https://hilltopmonitor.jewell.edu/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/E2F32C47-D461-4651-9824-A97B11C82784.jpeg 2048w" sizes="(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px" /><figcaption>The Cardinal football team at the Homecoming game against McKendree University on Oct. 1. Photo courtesy of <a href="https://mobile.twitter.com/JewellCardinals">William Jewell Athletics</a> on <a href="https://mobile.twitter.com/JewellCardinals/status/1576384774611951616/photo/3">Twitter</a>.</figcaption></figure>



<p>October is a busy month for <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/">Jewell’s fall sports</a>. This year, the teams are looking at some crucial wins with a lot of talented players.</p>



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<p><strong>Football</strong></p>



<p>Despite sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/football/roster/tabren-yates/6608">Tabren Yates</a> leading a typically successful Cardinal Offense, <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/football/archives?search=&amp;sport=football&amp;season=0">the football team</a> is sitting at a <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/football/schedule/2022?path=football">1-5 record</a> so far this year. There is no doubt that the “Agents of Change” have been showing signs of improvement every week — displayed by their <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/9/24/football-late-score-and-defensive-stand-give-cardinals-first-win-since-2019.aspx">win against Kentucky Wesleyan College</a> a couple of weeks ago. With <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/football/schedule">five more games to play</a>, the team will hopefully utilize its talents well.</p>



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<p><strong>Volleyball</strong></p>



<p><a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-volleyball?path=wvball">The volleyball team</a> definitely&nbsp;has the talent to win a lot of <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-volleyball/archives?search=&amp;sport=wvball&amp;season=0">games</a>, whether it’s senior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-volleyball/roster/haidan-baade/6502">Haidan Baade</a> recording her <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/9/30/womens-volleyball-baade-joins-1-000-digs-club-in-win-over-maryville.aspx">1000th career dig</a> at the team’s first <a href="https://glvcsports.com/">Great Lakes Valley Conference</a> (GLVC) win this season or sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-volleyball/roster/bella-laporta/6509">Bella LaPorta</a> leading the charge with 284 kills. The team hopes to gain some traction within their GLVC standing in their <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-volleyball/schedule/2022?path=wvball">upcoming Oct. 14 tournament</a> against Lake Erie College.</p>



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<p><strong>Men’s Soccer</strong></p>



<p>Currently <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-soccer">the men’s soccer team</a> is sitting at a solid <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-soccer/schedule/2022?path=msoc">2-4-3 record</a> with a three-way tie for most goals on the team between junior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-soccer/roster/cole-bulgren/6707">Cole Bulgren</a>, junior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-soccer/roster/ethan-nichols/6721">Ethan Nichols</a> and senior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-soccer/roster/carson-lee/6715">Carson Lee</a>. They are looking at <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-soccer/schedule/2022?path=msoc">three remaining conference heavyweights</a> at the GLVC with Quincy University, University of Illinois Springfield and Truman State University, respectively, for the rest of their season.</p>



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<p><strong>Women’s Soccer</strong></p>



<p>Despite senior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-soccer/roster/corrine-hughes/6527">Corrine Hughes</a> having an impressive eight goals so far this season, <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-soccer?path=wsoc">the women’s soccer team</a> is sitting at a <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-soccer/schedule/2022?path=wsoc">record of 1-11-1</a>. The talent on the <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-soccer/roster/2022?path=wsoc">roster</a> shows that it is entirely possible they turn their luck around as they face <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-soccer/schedule/2022?path=wsoc">three conference rivals in the weeks ahead</a> to round out the 2022 season.</p>



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<p><strong>Men’s Golf</strong></p>



<p>It has been a rollercoaster of a season for <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-golf?path=mgolf">the men’s golf team</a> — having reached the heights of <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/9/27/mens-golf-ties-for-second-at-kansas-city-cup.aspx">second place in the Kansas City Cup</a> and <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/9/1/mens-golf-sets-36-hole-record-at-rockhurst-invitational.aspx">third place at the Rockhurst Fall Invitational</a>. Sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-golf/roster/aiden-sanders/6797">Aiden Sanders</a> leads the team with the lowest score average of 75. The team <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-golf/schedule/2022-2023?path=mgolf">has one final tournament</a> in the form of the Oct. 24 and 25 Tulsa Cup in Oklahoma.</p>



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<p><strong>Women’s Golf</strong></p>



<p><a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-golf?path=wgolf">The women’s golf team</a> received high placements at both the Kansas City Cup, <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/9/27/womens-golf-hammarlund-sets-54-hole-record-on-way-to-winning-kansas-city-cup.aspx">third place</a>, and Rockhurst Fall Invitational, <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/9/1/womens-golf-cardinals-finish-second-at-rockhurst-fall-invite.aspx">second place</a>. Senior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-golf/roster/frida-hammarlund/6805">Frida Hammarlund</a> leads the pack with the lowest average score of 75.8 and was recognized as <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/9/29/womens-golf-hammarlund-selected-glvc-player-of-the-week.aspx">GLVC Player of the Week</a> in late September. The team will play <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/womens-golf/schedule/2022-2023?path=wgolf">two more conferences</a> this season: the Midwest Classic on Oct. 17 and 18 in Maryville and the Tulsa Cup on Oct. 24 and 25.</p>



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<p><strong>Men’s Cross Country</strong></p>



<p>Performance for <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country">the men’s cross country team</a> is high as they head into their <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/schedule/2022?path=cross">final two competitions</a> at the Baker Invitational and GLVC Championship. At the <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/10/8/cross-country-sets-multiple-career-best-marks-at-haskell-invite.aspx">Oct. 8 Haskell Invite</a>, the team placed fourth overall in the men’s 8k and five runners beat their career best time: senior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/roster.aspx?rp_id=6555">Christian Santiago</a>, sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/roster/matthew-ingle/6553">Matthew Ingle</a>, junior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/roster/harley-branch/6551">Harley Branch</a>, sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/roster/fabian-reyes/6554">Fabian Reyes</a> and sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/roster/samson-selleck/6563">Samson Selleck</a>. Santiago and Ingle both finished in the top 10 with <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/10/8/cross-country-sets-multiple-career-best-marks-at-haskell-invite.aspx">eighth place and 10th place</a> respectively.</p>



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<p><strong>Women’s Cross Country</strong></p>



<p>The <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country?path=cross">women’s cross country</a> team is staying strong with <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/schedule">two competitions</a> left for the season at the Baker Invitational and GLVC Championship. The team placed <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/10/8/cross-country-sets-multiple-career-best-marks-at-haskell-invite.aspx">sixth in the women’s 5k at the Haskell Invite</a> with five runners beating their career best time: sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/roster/lottie-vickers/6556">Lottie Vickers</a>, sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/roster.aspx?rp_id=6557">Brooke Ware</a>, first-year <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/roster/lauren-flickinger/6559">Lauren Flickinger</a>, sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/roster/carly-thacker/6561">Carly Thacker</a> and first-year <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/cross-country/roster/lillian-bogard/6558">Lillian Bogard</a>. The team will face 15 college and universities at the <a href="https://glvcsports.com/tournaments/?id=110&amp;path=mcross">GLVC Championship on Nov. 5</a>, but overall their consistent performance should lead them to a good finish for the 2022 season.</p>



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<p><strong>Men’s Swimming</strong></p>



<p>Having only started their season this past weekend, <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-swimming-and-diving?path=mswim">the men’s swimming team</a> is off to a hot <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-swimming-and-diving/schedule/2022-2023">2-1 start</a>, having beaten both <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/10/7/mens-swimming-swimming-sweeps-maryville-in-home-opener.aspx">Maryville University, 226-31,</a> and <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/10/8/mens-swimming-defeats-truman-as-cardinals-win-nine-combined-events.aspx">Truman State University, 121-83</a>. The team scored four first place wins at the Truman State University competition: graduate student <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-swimming-and-diving/roster/austin-wolfe/6677">Austin Wolfe</a> in both the 800 and 400 free, junior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-swimming-and-diving/roster/connor-sawyer/6673">Conner Sawyer</a> in the 100 free and junior <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-swimming-and-diving/roster/jose-carlos-sanchez/6672">Jose Carlos Sanchez</a> in the 200 IM. The Cardinals will have to keep up their momentum <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/mens-swimming-and-diving/schedule/2022-2023">through February</a> to achieve their goals for a successful season.</p>



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<p><strong>Women’s Swimming</strong></p>



<p><a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/swimming-and-diving?path=swim">The women’s swimming team</a> is showing signs of a winning season sitting at <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/swimming-and-diving/schedule">1-1</a> after <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/news/2022/10/7/mens-swimming-swimming-sweeps-maryville-in-home-opener.aspx">beating Maryville University, 187.5-59.5, in their opener</a>. At the Truman State University competition, first-year <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/swimming-and-diving/roster/maddie-atwood/6700">Maddie Atwood</a> placed first in the 50 free and sophomore <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/swimming-and-diving/roster/martina-torrent/6695">Martina Torrent</a> achieved first in both the 200 IM and 200 breast. It is no doubt this younger squad will have success <a href="https://jewellcardinals.com/sports/swimming-and-diving/schedule">throughout their season</a>. </p>
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		<title>AFE: The Hilltop Monitor loses liberal propaganda award to every other accredited publication</title>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Brett Stone]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 01 Apr 2017 15:00:13 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[ This year “The Hilltop Monitor” regrettably did not receive the Karl Marx Award for Excellence in Liberal Propaganda. The competition, literally every accredited publication in&#8230; ]]></description>
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<div class="entry-comments-views"> This year “The Hilltop Monitor” regrettably did not receive the Karl Marx Award for Excellence in Liberal Propaganda. The competition, literally every accredited publication in the country, was just too stiff.</div>
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<p>The failing “New York Times,” by holding the Trump administration accountable, placed first. It’s leftist agenda made itself particularly known when it released an article last month linking Trump campaign officials to Russian intelligence officers. The Monitor simply can’t compete with that degree of blatant disregard for patriotism.</p>
<p>“This was certainly a disappointing year. Throughout the semester I have tried my hardest to encourage staff writers to be critical of the White House, but to no avail,” Drew Novak, Perspectives editor for the Monitor, said.</p>
<p>Kristen Agar, managing editor for the Monitor, had a similar comment.</p>
<p>“How are we expected to be recognized for our liberal propaganda when every respected news source in the country is <i>also </i>pumping out fake news on a daily basis?” Agar said.</p>
<p>What doesn’t help is a dramatic decrease in funding for the Monitor’s operation. After Hillary Clinton lost the election in November, she stopped sliding $100 bills under the table so that we could be able to smear the Trump campaign.</p>
<p>The staff has hope for next year, however.</p>
<p>“We are working on some exciting projects for next year,” Agar said. “For instance, the Monitor is sponsoring a photo feature of artists carving hammers and sickles into desks around campus. Our hope is to inspire the student body to fully accept communism. We’re optimistic.”</p>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Chandler Eaton]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 24 Mar 2017 15:00:54 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Spring football season has arrived. While the spring season does not include games against other teams, the competition turns internal as the players earn their&#8230; ]]></description>
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<p>Spring football season has arrived. While the spring season does not include games against other teams, the competition turns internal as the players earn their starting positions for the fall season.</p>
<p>“Spring workouts are geared towards getting stronger and becoming a better athlete,” said Keir Stamp, defensive line. “While fall workouts are geared towards maintaining our bodies to stay healthy for the long season.”</p>
<p>However, before the players even begin scrimmages and reps, they undergo conditioning. The team undergoes five weeks of conditioning and then three days of testing. Afterwards, spring ball begins with practices and scrimmages. Each player is held to the standard of the NCAA national champion team’s player in that same position. The Northwest Missouri State Bearcats have won two years in a row and have set the standards to which each player is to reach for physical conditions like weights, speed, body fat etc.</p>
<p>“My favorite thing about the spring season is scrimmage,” said corner Orlando Ward. “In the fall we are a lot more play-oriented but right now it is about getting your technique down and basically showing everything you have.”</p>
<p>Spring football creates a dynamic environment conducive for optimizing individual performance before the roster is made and before the team begins focusing on collective performance. The players compete for starting positions, which are never guaranteed, no matter how long a player may have already held his position.</p>
<p>“If you’re not doing your best or not the best person playing, you don’t want to hurt your team – so you want somebody on your coattail at all times trying to make you better and trying to push you to be better,” said Ward.</p>
<p>This season, the team welcomes two new coaches to the staff. New Defensive Coordinator and Outside Linebacker Coach, Chuck Lliteras, is returning to Jewell after he coached here ten years ago.</p>
<p>“I look forward to what [Lliteras] is bringing to the table,” said Stamp, remarking that the coach has already had an influence on the defenses intensity.</p>
<p>Offensive Line Coach and Recruiting Coordinator Quinn Brown is also a new member of the coaching staff. He began his coaching career with Jewell football five years ago.</p>
<p>“It is also good to see some of the coaches step into roles they weren’t in before and take on more responsibility,” said Quayde Bauman, linebacker. “I have noticed a change since last season already.”</p>
<p>This spring season is an optimistic time for the team, with mottos like “humble and hungry.”</p>
<p>“We think that is important because we have nowhere to go but up from here,” said Bauman, “So it’s important to remember that we can always be better and to get better there has to be a certain drive from our players not only on the field but in the weight and meeting rooms as well.”</p>
<p>There is a lot of potential to be manifested this season under the leadership of seniors, who plan to leave it all out on the field and solidify a legacy as their final fall season approaches.</p>
<p>“You want to leave everything you have on the field for your last year – no stones unturned,” said Ward. “My goal is to leave off on something that I can be proud of. It will always be in the back of my head during spring.”</p>
<p>The first game of 2017 is scheduled Aug. 31 against South Dakota Mines at 6 p.m.</p>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Sarah Crosley]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Apr 2016 15:00:39 +0000</pubDate>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>To be honest, I may be too competitive for my own good.</strong> I’m not talking about racing people so that I am first in line in the cafeteria, nor am I thinking of anything athletic because I know that I would lose.</p>
<p>Competition has been a driving force for me in the classroom. I live on the thrill of being right and of knowing that my professor knows that I have studied what I needed to. When I picture myself in class, I don’t picture myself stomping on my classmates so that I can climb past them. I don’t prepare for class so that I can smash my peers into pulp. I do know that I would much prefer to be the most prepared person in a classroom than the least prepared.</p>
<p>So the issue at hand really is this: why can’t I apply how I approach my competition in the classroom (you know, when I said that I didn’t want to put anyone down in my pursuit of being right?) to how competitive I feel about and around other women.</p>
<p>I don’t want you, reader, to picture the scene from “Mean Girls” when Lindsey Lohan imagines the cafeteria as a watering hole. Instead, imagine something less physical and more similar to the gossipy, bitchy, never voiced internal dialogue of the meanest girl in your high school.</p>
<p>Instead of lunging over tables, I find myself not hesitating to put a woman down because of something trivial. Maybe s1he happens to be speaking to a boy I like, maybe she happens to be wearing something that I don’t like, maybe I’ve literally never met her. It doesn’t matter because I find myself having a gut reaction that I am not too proud of.</p>
<p>We can have a long conversation about how women are or are not conditioned by patriarchal systems to fight each other for the attention of “A Man.” We can talk about how that is heteronormative and not good for the women or men expected to be involved; and, it just wouldn’t get us very far into how I am able to recognize that my behavior is bad and hurtful or why I haven’t changed it.</p>
<p>I think that it is still this way because no one can check my inner thoughts the way my friends can tell me when I’m being “too” “dramatic.” I think it is this way that because I am the only one who can chastise me, who can stop and remind me of how wrong my behavior is. Because who wants to be lectured by the one person who should always be on your side, that is, your inner voice?</p>
<p>At the end of the day, I know who is responsible for fixing my behavior, for checking myself, for stopping those thoughts. At the end of the day, I have to be responsible for what I say, what I do and, just as importantly, what I think.</p>
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